Our life begins to feel out of balance as our daily activities become a struggle; the simplest things turn into a prolonged fight.
Why Does This Happen to You?
Conflict arises from resistance. This struggle is resistance to aspects of your true nature. Psychological resistance to your true nature creates tension within the framework of the body. This is the cause of disease, immobility, inflexibility, and also the way you look. That energy we refer to is consciousness. The corruption to the flow of consciousness is called resistance.
What are You Resisting?
You have to understand that you are complete. There is nothing to add to become self-realized. The resistance to your true nature creates a distance between your internal connection that results in a greater separation between you and life. This causes you to withdraw from life in particular ways. This closes you off from experiences and opportunities that you are searching for. You wonder why opportunities are so inaccessible without realizing it is your own doing that separates you from them.
" I don't know its name, so I call it Magic. I have never seen the sun rise, but Mary and Dickon have, and from what they tell me I am sure that is Magic, too. Something pushes it up and draws it. Sometimes since I've been in the garden I've looked up through the trees at the sky and I have had a strange feeling of being happy as if something were pushing and drawing in my chest and making me breathe fast. Magic is always pushing and drawing and making things out of nothing. Everything is made out of Magic, leaves and trees, flowers and birds, badgers and foxes and squirrels and people. So it must be all around us. In this garden - in all the places. "